What a week!

I got in trouble at work this week... There were some little things that my boss says I need to work on. They have nothing to do with how my classes run, they are more about the field trips, which seem to me like nit picking kinds of stuff. I also was afraid that a student wanted to go home because of me. I was really worried about it. At the beginning of the week I was afraid my job was on the line. All of my co-workers assured me that I am doing a great job... Sometimes I wonder... I made a bunch of small mistakes the first 2 weeks. You'd think they would say well, its your first time, its ok, just dont do it again... No... Not here. I miss a good Christian environment. I miss having followers of Jesus around me to support me and keep things in perspective to me. Would you believe that I am kind of quiet here? I know right?! Me quiet? Never! haha

Here I am a quiet one. I have been praying more lately. I feel like I have been very ungrateful to God for all that He has given me. I haven't been worshiping as much as I should, I haven't been praying like I should... I need to keep my focus on Jesus instead of getting caught up in all of this mess. I miss Nashville. I need Mosaic. I need a church. I can't wait for Austria.

Pray for me.

MSCL