I've been thinking about the guy that I've been hanging out with lately and the more I think about him the more I miss Nick. Nick may be a total douche bag, I know that he treated me like crap... But it wasn't all bad. And I miss him. I miss his laugh, his voice, the way he holds me... Its totally different with other people. I like Kevin, but he is no Nick. He doesn't make me laugh the way Nick does, he doesn't make me feel like Nick. I know what you're thinking... Its only been a month, its too early to think that, but its not. I knew with in the first month with Robbie that I wanted to be with him. I'm still not sure about Kevin. I knew with in a week about Nick... I miss being sure. I miss knowing how someone feels. I realize its a different situation. But I don't feel like it is.
Also I miss Mosaic. I miss it so much my heart breaks. I miss my home. My family. Mosaic is those things for me. I would give anything to have it here. It would make my life so much better.
Well, good night, love you all.
MSCL
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